being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.
and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.
This Be The Verse
Sanni/Sami/Samwise/anything of the sorts really
19-year-old non-binary person who has absolutely no idea what their sexual or romatic orientation is.
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Nov
22
Oct
20
you ever have so much shit to do that you just sit there, do nothing and internally scream
(via luthienlight)
Oct
18
alexander siddig is cuddled by avery brooks and then gets excited about seeing terry farrell for the first time in 3 months
from this charmingly 90’s e! documentary (x)
This makes me so happy every single time. <3
(via spockseyebrows)
Sep
22
- me: *waltz back into harry potter fandom*
- me: oh why have i even tried to leave it behind me
- hp fandom: lupin crying over sirius hermione wiping herself from her parents' lives fred fred FRED drarry james dying thinking lily would make it too george coping (except not) wolfstar teenager ghosts post-war trauma snape apologizing everyone lives au
- me: *drowning in feels* i remember now.
Sep
16
brain: what time is your appointment on wednesday?
me: 2:30
brain: you sure bout that, buddy?
*receives email re day/time of appointment*
me: see! 2:30
brain: you sure?
me: checks TWELVE MILLION TIMES just to be safe
brain: okay but consider this - why not check again
(via csifan3)
Sep
11
*binge watches television series that are 15 years old instead of facing my rapidly approaching real life problems*
(via mad2balive)
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